journal . stories . life

25 ~ January 2025


For many years I have driven out to the Canyon Country of Southeast Utah to hike, camp, and sometimes backpack with the dogs. The wide open spaces and spirituality that I sense out in that country has had a profound impact on me. I always go in the offseason: fall, sometimes winter, but usually spring, starting around president’s day in February. The summer heat plus the chance of encountering a rattlesnake by my dogs keeps me away in the summer time. Plus, in the summer I am busy hiking in Colorado’s high country with the borders.

So I need to start cleaning up my house, in anticipation of another late February or early March trip out there. I have a place in mind that I have been wanting to backpack to, that I came across last March. I straighten the house to get ready for visitors since I need someone come by every day and collect the chicken eggs and drop them off in the refrigerator, so I don’t return to hundreds of eggs in the girl’s nest boxes. :)


Border collie standing on red rock terrain overlooking a vast canyon landscape under a partly cloudy sky


One of the big benefits of living single like I do is to be able to head out like this whenever I have the desire and the weather allows it. It is always more complicated to coordinate things if you plan on bringing someone. Yes, I have to deal with lonliness, but after so many years single I am used to it. Plus I have three very intelligent border collies to keep me company.

And the thing about loneliness, is it is often something you have to go through to stay on the road to maximum freedom, and to intimitely witnessing the beauty of the earth.



Black and white border collie standing on rocky terrain overlooking a vast desert canyon landscape with scattered shrubs and distant mesas under a cloudy sky

Two border collies standing on reddish rock formations with sunlight casting shadows and dry grasses nearby

Sunset over a wide canyon landscape with silhouetted mesas and a partly cloudy sky

Sunlight casting warm golden highlights on the layered red rock formations of a vast canyon under a sky with thick clouds

A small, gnarled tree with sparse foliage standing on rocky terrain with layered canyon cliffs in the background under bright sunlight

Man in a cowboy hat kneeling next to a black and white dog near a campfire with a second dog standing nearby in a desert landscape with snow-capped mountains in the background